What’s wrong?
03 Mar 2010 Leave a Comment
My self-esteem just plunged to a new low. I have totally no idea why I’ve been so many simple, silly, stupid mistakes recently. One after another despite telling myself to be careful, to check, and to check again.
Despite Potassium reminding me to be careful, I’ve failed him. Sad.
Is it just me? Finding myself increasingly unable to cope with the many hats I need to wear these days. I thought I was coping well, but I was wrong! How wrong can I get with myself? This is tragic.
Somehow my ability to multi-task is slowly losing me. I’m unable to concentrate for long on anything. Two lines into any news, I lose interest. Two lines into my readings, I need to give up.
My heart seems to be everywhere except where it is supposed to be. I need to be here, to be present in the moment. Come back Fluorine! Earth to Fluorine! Helppppp!!!
Am I dying? Are these symptoms to brain degeneration? Is this the result of working in _ _ _? Where did my brains go? Why I am so stupid?
One side of my brain tells me that if stupid were to be personifed, I’m the one.
The other side is telling me to be slow and steady. Nevermind the glares and stress, just give it your best shot and don’t regret.
Depressed.
